The star said turning 40 made her rethink things
Kim Kardashian is openly talking about her divorce.
The 40-year-old reality star is on the verge of ending her marriage to rapper Kanye West and has remained silent on the matter until a recent episode of “Keeping Up With the Kardashians.”
During Thursday’s series finale, the SKIMS designer opened up further and revealed the moment she knew she wanted to end things with West, 44.
In the episode, Kardashian talks heartily about her marriage to her mother, Kris Jenner, and says she “never thought [she] was alone.”
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“I always thought, This is totally fine. I can just have my kids, and my husband goes from state to state, and I’m on this ride with him. And I was fine with that,” West Kardashian said splitting time between California and Wyoming.
“After turning 40 this year, I realized, no,” she continued, per, entertainment tonight. “I don’t want a husband who lives in a completely different situation. I thought, ‘This is the time when we’re getting along best,’ but then that hurts me. And that’s not who I am.” I want.”
Jenner, 65, said she wants to see her daughter “happy and happy.”
“I guess I haven’t seen it in a long time,” said the matriarch.
Kardashian assures her mother that despite not speaking out about any mental struggles, she finds it helpful to talk to a therapist.
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The reality star also admitted that she has achieved “10 times more than I thought” in her life, but feels she has “no life to share.”
“I want someone, we can have similar shows. I want someone who wants to work with me,” she explained.
The star continued: “It’s the little things. I have all the big things. I have everything you could possibly want, and no one would ever do that. And I’m grateful for those experiences, but I don’t want to be me.” Looks like I’m drawn to small experiences that I think will matter a lot.”
In the end, the star admitted that while she wants to take her time making big decisions, she wants to work toward her goals “after waking up at age 40 and realizing that I want complete happiness”. .
“Obviously, absolute bliss isn’t an absolute reality, but if I can make more of it, most of the time, that’s all I want to do,” said the mother of four. “Wherever he takes me, I just want my pure happiness. That’s what I’m doing, figuring out how to get there.”