- Advertisement -

Paulina Porizkova broke down on Instagram on the second anniversary of the death of her husband, Rick Okacek.

“Crying Woman of Instagram,” She wrote with a one minute video On Thursday, she herself was crying in bed. “It’s been a really tough week for me. (The day my husband died, becoming an empty nester and finding out I’m not as cute as I thought I was).”

advertisement

The model, 56, said she couldn’t “pretend” because she wasn’t experiencing the painful flow of “sadness, heartbreak and a complete sense of being alone” as she looked back on her decades-long relationship with Okacek. Was.

car frontman died of natural causes at the age of 75 At his New York City home on September 15, 2019. A year earlier, Porizkova and Okacek filed for divorce, but were not separated and were still living together.

- Advertisement -

Paulina Porizkova shares makeup-free pic, talks about ‘best compliment’ she’s received in ‘years’

As previously reported, Ocasek secretly cut it off at will before her unexpected death, which forced Porizkova Count on Friends to Pay for Groceries and to sell the couple’s Gramercy Park residence.

In her Thursday post, Porizkova clapped at haters who may criticize her for documenting her breakup on social media.

Click here to sign up for Entertainment News

“For all of you who wonder why and how I make a video of myself when I’m so hurt—that’s a good question,” she wrote. “The act of setting up the camera and turning it on breaks the moment of the emotional wave, so the person has to wait for it to come back.”

“The morning I shot it, I was so raw that I spent the whole day crying, so setting up the camera wasn’t a problem. I couldn’t cry.”

Although the Czech-born beauty is unsure whether her Instagram post was “foolishness or an act of courage,” she admitted that it provided a sense of relief after years of maintaining a steady disposition.

“As all my loved ones can attest, I was the woman who never cried. Never. Only in secret, in the shadows. Showing yourself this vulnerable is probably like showing America your naked unwanted photo are,” she continued. “This is me at my weakest. My nakedest.”

Porizkova ended her post by saying she “hit the bottom” but is “ready to emerge” as a new woman: “Next week, I look forward to seeing you with three baby dragons.”

Former Sports Illustrated Stunner cried on instagram back in august and claimed that she was “blinded” by someone’s “betrayal”. Although no one’s name was mentioned, She split from Aaron Sorkin Earlier this year after dating for three months in public.